blue_green_dream: A color painting of Morgan le Fay by Dora Curtis (Default)
My neighborhood sounds like a war zone at the moment. [personal profile] aseanchai and I were talking tonight about donating to our local animal shelter for every booming blast, since more animals run away during the 4th of July holiday than any other time of the year. Well-meaning individuals have been trying to point this out on our community's Facebook page, only to get shouted down and harassed by every free-dum loving yee haw redneck that happens to see the post. The explosions started last weekend and probably won't stop for at least two more weeks. Our donation to the shelter will eventually reach infinity dollars.

I really shouldn't be upset about this, or at least not as upset as I am. Still, it's hard not to be. We live in an area with lots of wildlife, including sandhill cranes and bald eagles, not to mention plenty of pets. But it's the same every year, and not just for 4th of July. Living by a lake means we have a tourist season, though I've taken to calling it, "drinking season." People with summer homes descend on us starting on Memorial Day weekend and bring their loud vehicles, too-big boats and bad manners with them. In other words, we're invaded by people suffering from Main Character Syndrome. It can be exhausting. Literally, in the case of amateur pyrotechnics that last long into the night.

Maybe part of the reason why I'm so upset by this hyper-individualist assault is because I've been playing tons of TTRPGs recently with [personal profile] aseanchai , [personal profile] snakebitcat , and a bunch of other people I can't link to because they aren't on here. (Yet.) It sounds strange, but the collaborative environment of TTRPGs will start to shift your perspective over time. The best games don't feature on one person — everyone gets some "screen time," as it were, and the plot usually involves all of the party members working together to solve a complex problem. If you put yourself into that sort of environment on a regular basis, it can color your perception of how the world should be. We should work together. We should consider the needs of the group in addition to our own. We should look out for vulnerable people and seek to help them. (And in this case, "people," refers to all members of the ecosystem, including animals, plants, etc.) All of us should be trying to integrate that kind of everyday heroism into our lives, especially since it seems that most of the populace would rather gargle shattered glass. Someone has to turn this world of ours around. It may as well be us.

Maybe our upcoming game will give me even more inspiration. I can't wait to get started.
blue_green_dream: A black and white drawing of a dark-haired woman with lilies in her hair. (Flower crown)
It's been a long, long time.

i found my old LiveJournal; it's been over a decade since I wrote in the thing. I'm debating whether to port over everything - old entries, old icons, old interests - but I'm of two minds about doing that. It's strange to read those entries now, because so much has changed. I was a different person then, and LiveJournal was a different place. Some of that has to do with the evolution of the web (isn't LJ owned by Russia now?) and some of that just has to do with time. I originally left that site because most of my other friends had. We were all distracted, I suppose, by the shiny new social media that had just come online back then. Facebook, Twitter, all that "fun" stuff that became not so fun over time. It was Twitter that actually prompted me to find this place. I saw a Dreamwidth post by chance and decided to check the place out. I don't know for sure, but it seems like it's fairly active. That gives me a bit of hope.

Of course, things won't necessarily be the same. I joined LiveJournal in college and was invited by friends. It's how we kept in touch both during and after class, but those same friends who used to wow and delight me are no longer there. And as far as I know, they're no longer here. That makes me sad, but it also offers a challenge. How do I find friends on here? It's an old skill I used to have. Oddly, I managed to find a lot of my old LiveJournal friends on Facebook. Maybe I can convince them to come back? I do have one friend here, though I don't know how often [personal profile] snakebitcat posts now, if at all. This could end up being a fairly lonely enterprise.

As I've been writing this, I may have convinced myself to import my old LiveJournal stuff, if for nothing else other than the memories. (Of course, that depends on whether or not I can figure out how.) A lot got chronicled there, and I'd like to hold onto at least some of those memories. Who knows - maybe I can even get my husband to make a blog here. I know I've done so before.

The only other decision at this point is whether to make a new account for the fundraising effort my husband and I hope to start in a day or two. It's a walking challenge based on Lord of the Rings, and having an old blog that looks like it's circa 2001 could be a great way to chronicle the whole journey. Maybe it's something I do tomorrow. Or tonight. There's no time like the present, after all.

EDIT: Looks like the import went through ok! Now I just need to delete all the inconsequential entries (as well as the plain embarrassing ones).

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